BOOK II : THE WAY OF THE PATHFINDERS
BOOK II : THE WAY OF THE PATHFINDERS
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
Broken Caravan
On the fifth day, the road began to smell like other people.
For four days it had smelled mostly of the two of them—wool and sweat and dried bread, the faint tang of Liora’s honey-sesame bars when they opened the cloth, the sourness of Ash’s joints when he eased himself down at night with a grunt.
Now, under the clean bite of cold, Ash could pick out unfamiliar notes: woodsmoke that hadn’t come from their own fire, horse and old leather, a stale echo of spices that had traveled farther than either of them ever would.
“Close,” Perrin said, breathing steam. “Or else someone’s burning their pack to stay warm, which would be an opinion worth hearing.”
Ash grunted. He couldn’t quite see the bridge yet—the land ahead rose in one last long, shallow climb—but he could feel the road change under his boots.
It had been narrow most of the way, pressed between the folds of hills, the snow packed only by occasional feet. Here it widened, flattening as if gathering itself before a leap.
Hallow Bridge was ahead.
Kindle flew low in front of them, skimming the road. Every few moments the sparrow would veer to one side or the other, hopping up to peck at the snowdrift where the packed trail thinned, then dart back to the middle as if saying, No, not here. Here.
Ash pretended he didn’t trust the bird. He watched its choices anyway.
His leg ached from the last steep stretch. He leaned a little harder on his staff, hiding the wince as best he could. Perrin saw it anyway.
“We can rest before we make our introductions,” she offered. “Take the edge off the creaking.”
“No,” he said. “I want to see it before the light changes. Bad news looks worse in the dark.”
“Who said it’s bad?” she asked.
“Every road I’ve walked in weather like this,” he replied. “And that smell.”
They climbed in silence for a while.
As they neared the crown of the rise, the wind shifted, funneled by the lay of the land. It brought with it clearer scents: singed barley, unwashed bodies, the sharp, sour note of horses kept too long standing.
There was another smell too, under it all—something Ash recognized with a twist of the gut. Grain gone wrong. Not as strong as in Osric’s sack, but there.
He didn’t say anything. No need to put a word to a scent they’d both identified.
At the top of the rise, the land dropped away.
Hallow Bridge crouched at the mouth of a narrow gorge, where the river had cut a jagged wound through the rock. A stone span arched over the chasm, its sides crusted in ice. On either end, buildings clung to the rock face like barnacles: warehouses, taverns, sheds. Smoke limped up from a handful of chimneys.
In the road before the bridge, the caravan sat like a broken thought.
Two wagons, not four.
One stood upright but listing, wheel wedged into a rut of ice. The other lay half-tilted, one rear wheel shattered, its bed propped on a makeshift tripod of logs. A canvas cover sagged under a layer of snow, patched where it had clearly torn in the wind.
Horses stood hitched in a loose line nearby, heads down, tails flicking lazily. Their ribs showed. Their breath steamed weakly in the air.
People moved around the wagons—half a dozen, maybe more. They were wrapped in cloaks stiff with road salt and cold, movements jerky with weariness. One man squatted by the splintered wheel, poking at it with a stick as if expecting it to reassemble itself out of shame.
“That,” Perrin said quietly, “is not enough carts.”
“No,” Ash said.
Kindle circled once above the scene, then came back to perch on the end of Ash’s staff, feathers puffed against the wind. It cocked its head and let out a small, dissatisfied chirp.
“My thoughts exactly,” he muttered.
They started down the slope.
Halfway, a shout went up from the caravan.
“Travelers!” someone called. “From where?”
“Crossroads,” Perrin shouted back, cupping her hands around her mouth. Her voice carried, as it always did. “With more questions than coin!”
That got a laugh—thin, but real.
By the time they reached the level ground, one of the caravan folk had stepped forward to meet them.
He was a broad-shouldered man with a beard gone mostly grey, lines carved deep around his mouth in the way of someone who spent a lot of time either squinting into wind or swallowing curses. He wore a thick leather coat that had seen better years and a scarf the color of old moss.
“Ash,” he said, squinting. “Is that you or am I seeing road ghosts?”
Ash blinked, then snorted.
“Marlen,” he said. “I thought you’d have the sense to retire to a city tavern by now and let younger fools haul the wagons.”
Marlen of Hallow Bridge—the caravan-master whose curses were legend and whose ability to get goods through bad weather was the reason the Crossroads had ever seen city spices at all.
Marlen barked a laugh.
“I did try,” he said. “But the taverns all smell worse than the roads these days, and nobody tips decent. What in hells are you doing out here, old man? Taking the scenic route to hypothermia?”
“Looking for you,” Ash said. “Or rather, looking for an idea of how much worse the winter is beyond our hills than we thought. We brought a sensible person with us to make the questions sound less mad.”
He nodded at Perrin.
“Perrin of the Crossroads,” she said. “I’ve traded on your bridge twice. You threw a bowl at my head once for trying to sell bad apples.”
“Ah,” Marlen said, squinting at her as memory caught up. “You ducked. I liked that. Saved the bowl.”
Perrin grinned, quick and sharp.
“If I’d known you were going to be our hero of the season, I’d have brought you something nicer to throw,” she said.
Marlen snorted.
“If I’m your hero, you’re in more trouble than I thought,” he said. His eyes, crinkled with humor one moment before, hardened. “You said Crossroads? How bad is it there?”
Ash’s smile faded.
“Thin,” he said. “Half-loaves now, both hills. Rot in some of the bins. Enough to scare Osric’s hair straighter than it already is.”
Marlen grimaced.
“And here I was hoping we’d be the worst news you had,” he said. “Come on. You’ll want to see this up close, not from the pretty side of the hill.”
He led them toward the nearest wagon.
Up close, the damage was worse. The broken wheel had split clean through, spokes shattered where they met the hub. The axle beneath was cracked, a dark line running along the grain of the wood.
“Hit a hidden rock under the snow on the pass three days back,” Marlen said. “Snapped like a twig. We tried limping, but she wouldn’t go more than a few yards without threatening to tip the whole load into a ravine.”
“Can’t you replace it?” Perrin asked. “Cut a new axle, carve a new wheel? There’s wood enough.”
“In summer?” Marlen said. “Maybe. In this cold, with the tools we’ve got, with horses half-starved and men the same? We’d lose more fingers than the grain’s worth. And by the time we managed, spring would be in, and you’d be asking why we hadn’t planted it instead.”
Ash touched the edge of the wagon bed. The canvas felt stiff under his gloves.
“How many carts did you leave the city with?” he asked.
“Four,” Marlen said. “One turned back before we made the first pass—driver got spooked by rumors of bandits and blight and decided he’d rather take his chances closer to home. One went over a lip two valleys back when a drift lied about how deep it was. Lost the wagon, saved the driver, most of the grain scattered. This one—” he jutted his chin at the crippled cart—“decided it didn’t like our company halfway between there and here. The last one made it to the bridge.” He gestured toward the far side of the stone span, where another wagon sat hunkered near a warehouse, smaller but more solid.
Ash stared.
“So even if you hadn’t broken this one,” he said slowly, “you’d still be bringing us… half of what we expected. Less than half.”
“Less,” Marlen confirmed. “Some of the sacks upended when the second wagon went over. We salvaged what we could, but… water and snow got to some. We threw a few over the side rather than feed mold to half the valley. The city’s bins weren’t full to begin with. They loaded us light and charged us more. Said we should be grateful they were sending anything this far out at all.”
Perrin sucked air between her teeth.
“What we were counting on from Hallow Bridge,” she said quietly, “isn’t coming.”
“No,” Marlen said.
A horse snorted behind them, shaking its mane. Kindle launched off Ash’s staff and winged over to the broken wheel, perching on a splintered spoke. It tipped its head, pecked once at a flake of ice, then hopped away again, as if declaring the matter beyond saving.
“What about farther on?” Ash asked. “Traders from other valleys? Any talk of different routes? Places where the blight hasn’t bitten as hard?”
Marlen’s jaw tightened.
“Come inside,” he said. “No sense freezing our ears off sharing bad news. You can smell the truth better out of the wind anyway.”
Marlen’s “inside” turned out to be a long, low building near the bridgehead that served as both storeroom and tavern in winter. The air was warmer by a miracle of insulation and stubbornness, thick with the smells of smoke, stale ale, and unwashed wool. A few rough tables were occupied by caravan hands hunched over bowls of something thin and hot.
Ash and Perrin took a bench near the hearth. Kindle claimed a beam overhead, fluffing its feathers and pretending not to listen.
Marlen ladled stew into bowls and set them down in front of his guests before sitting himself, shoulders sagging in a way they hadn’t out in the wind.
“Eat first,” he said. “Questions sound less like accusations when your mouth isn’t empty.”
The stew was mostly barley and onion, with a ghost of something meat-like. Ash ate anyway, grateful for the heat more than the taste.
When the bowls were mostly scraped, Perrin wiped her mouth with the back of her hand.
“All right,” she said. “Tell us everything.”
Marlen blew out a breath.
“All right,” he echoed. “Here it is: it’s bad.”
He ticked off points on his fingers.
“The blight started in the low fields near the city,” he said. “Took the wheat there first. Then it walked up the valleys—patchy, but stubborn. One town lost half its seed; another lost nearly all. Some of them had enough in high fields to scrape a harvest together. Some are chewing their belts already.”
Ash’s jaw tightened.
“And the city?” he asked.
“Hoarding,” Marlen said flatly. “Calling it ‘prudence’ and ‘planning.’ They opened the storehouses enough to keep the streets from rioting and to make a show of wagons leaving for the outlands, but…” He spread his hands. “You saw. Four wagons. It should have been ten. And the man in charge of the counting made it clear he thought places like ours were… optional.”
Perrin’s eyes narrowed.
“Optional?” she repeated.
“His words were ‘peripheral markets,’” Marlen said. “Which is city-speak for ‘if they starve, the city won’t empty out.’”
Ash’s fingers tightened around his bowl until his knuckles went white.
“So they’re prioritizing closer valleys,” he said. “Ones with more coin, more people, more… importance.”
“Exactly,” Marlen said. “Routes near the city get the first sacks. Places with mills big enough to fill the air with flour dust even in bad years get the second. People like us?” He smiled humorlessly. “We get what’s left. Which, this year, is almost nothing.”
Perrin tapped the table.
“What about farther out?” she pressed. “Other regions. Other crops. Someone somewhere has to have something.”
Marlen’s expression shifted.
“Weather in the north was kinder,” he admitted. “Less rain at the wrong time. Their roots did better—turnips, beets, things that grow with their heads down. I heard of one valley three weeks’ walk from here whose folk are complaining about having to eat too many parsnips.”
Perrin’s eyebrows rose.
“I could live with that complaint,” she said.
“So could we,” Marlen said. “But three weeks’ walk in this weather might as well be the moon. And there’s another problem: word has already spread. Every valley that heard they did better is looking at them the way you’re looking at me now. Their council will be watching their own bins with both eyes and a knife in each hand.”
“How many routes in?” Ash asked.
“Two, maybe three, if you like cliffs,” Marlen said. “They’re not Hallow Bridge. No easy arch over a gorge. More… goat paths. Good for pack trains, not so much for wagons. And the folk who run the high passes charge a toll in sweat and coin.”
Perrin sat back, thinking.
“So,” she said slowly, “if we wanted any of that root, it wouldn’t be by wagon. It’d be by sending people. Light. Ready to work to earn their keep. Not in winter. In thaw.”
Marlen nodded.
“Exactly,” he said. “I’ve heard a few outlying valleys talking about sending young ones there when the snow melts. ‘Trade hands for seed,’ they’re calling it. Work someone else’s fields, bring back a sack or two and a handful of hope.”
Ash’s face tightened.
“Children,” he said.
“Not only,” Marlen said. “Anyone with a back that still believes in bending and standing again. But yes. Younger folk. Folk who’ll come back with stories and skills. That’s a next-season plan, though. It doesn’t put bread in mouths now.”
He glanced toward the door, where a gust of cold crept under the frame.
“Now,” he said, “you’ve got what’s in your own bins, whatever you can scratch out of your hills, and… this.”
He jerked his head toward the broken wagon outside.
Perrin blew out a carefully controlled breath.
“How much grain is in that one?” she asked. “The good kind. Not the sacks you’ve already tossed.”
Marlen rubbed his beard.
“Not as much as I’d like,” he said. “More than you’d think, looking at the mess. We loaded it wisely, at least. The driest sacks are higher up; the ones nearest the floor got damp when the axle started complaining. We lost some, but not all. Enough to make a difference in a valley that’s already half-fed. Not enough to fix a famine.”
“And how many valleys,” Perrin asked, “were you planning to sell that to?”
“Three,” Marlen said. “Crossroads and its cousins. You. A place called Highgate two valleys over. And a little cluster of houses daring to call itself New Fen downriver.”
He looked at them levelly.
“You’re not my only bad-news table today,” he said. “Just the first to walk to it.”
Ash imagined the other outposts, waiting by their own gates, watching the road with the same mix of hope and dread Hesta wore when she thought no one was looking.
“Can you move at all?” he asked. “With one wagon crippled?”
“Soon,” Marlen said. “We’ll strip the broken one, load as much as we dare onto the other. Leave the rest in the warehouse here under lock and whoever’s faith is strongest. Once the horses have something better than frozen thistle in their bellies, we’ll start making runs. Smaller than you’re used to. Less flour, more… promises and arguments.”
Perrin was quiet for a moment, calculating.
“If we took what we were expecting,” she said, “Highgate and New Fen would get nothing.”
Marlen’s jaw tightened.
“I wasn’t going to offer you what you were expecting,” he said. “I can’t. Even if you held a knife to my throat. There isn’t that much left.”
He rubbed his face, suddenly looking all of his fifty-odd years and then some.
“I’m trying,” he said, “to divide what I have in a way that doesn’t kill anyone. That’s the best I can say. And before you ask, yes, I know that’s not enough. You came for either a miracle or a villain to blame. I’m neither. I’m a tired man with one less wagon and a lot of choices I don’t like.”
Ash studied him.
“We didn’t come to blame,” he said quietly. “We came to know. We’ve already chosen half-loaves for both our hills. We’ve already told them there’s no feast coming from the city. What we needed from you was whether we’d look like fools for doing it. Whether there was a hidden bounty on the road we’d ignored.”
Marlen snorted.
“If there is,” he said, “I haven’t tripped over it yet.”
Perrin leaned forward again.
“All right,” she said. “Let’s talk about what you can do.”
Her trader’s voice came out then—brisk, focused, almost cheerful in the face of scarcity.
“You’ve got one working wagon,” she said, “and one that can be cannibalized. You’ve got enough grain to make a difference, not enough to make anyone fat. You’ve got three valleys depending on you, all with their own hungry children and angry elders. And you’ve got two fools from one valley sitting here who walked five days through snow so their people wouldn’t be pleading blind.”
She ticked off their side of the ledger on her fingers.
“We have coin,” she said. “Not much, but some. We have people who can work, come thaw, if that’s what it takes to secure future routes. We have a miller who will turn what we have into the most filling crusts this side of the city. We have a council that, gods help us, seems committed to sharing pain rather than hoarding relief. And we have a bird that will make sure you regret it if you cheat us.”
Kindle chirped overhead, as if on cue.
Marlen’s mouth twitched.
“The bird,” he said, “is the most persuasive part of that offer.”
Perrin’s eyes narrowed, but there was a glint of humor in them.
“How much,” she asked, “can you afford to bring us without robbing the others? In sacks, not sentiments.”
Marlen stared into the fire for a long moment.
“Two full sacks on the first run,” he said finally. “Maybe three if we’re careful with the horses and don’t mind Highgate spitting when they see me. Then another for each valley if the weather doesn’t turn on us on the second run. After that…” He spread his hands. “After that, the bins behind me start looking like yours. And I like being able to look at myself in reflective surfaces.”
Perrin’s jaw ticked.
“Two sacks isn’t what we hoped,” she said. “But it’s two more than we had. It’ll be tight. It’s already tight. It might mean our half-loaves become… thinner halves. But it pencils.”
She glanced at Ash.
“It keeps us in the realm of hungry and angry instead of hungry and hopeless,” she said.
Ash nodded slowly.
“And the others?” he asked. “Highgate and New Fen. You tell them the same?”
“If they turn up with questions instead of demands,” Marlen said. “Yes.”
Perrin drummed her fingers.
“We’ll pay what we can,” she said. “In coin. And we’ll send word to them if we see them on the road, that the man at Hallow Bridge is trying to be fair. It might not keep them from spitting, but it’ll keep them from reaching for sharper things first.”
Marlen’s shoulders eased a fraction.
“Thank you,” he said.
Ash set his empty bowl aside.
“We’ll need something in writing,” he said. “Osric will want to see numbers, and Hesta will want to know we didn’t just sit by a fire and nod at each other.”
Marlen snorted.
“I’ve never seen Hesta, but from what I’ve heard, even a signed contract won’t keep her from hitting me with a ladle if she thinks I’ve shorted you.”
“That’s true,” Ash said.
They worked out the rest in the way of practical people.
Marlen would strip the broken wagon that afternoon, with the help of his hands. He’d shift as much of the salvageable grain as he dared into the working wagon, balancing it with what he still had in reserve in the bridge warehouses. He and his horses would rest one more night, then start the first run at dawn.
“It’ll take me four days to reach you in this muck,” he said. “Five if the wind decides it hates me personally. You’ll know me by the quality of my cursing before you see the cart.”
Ash nodded.
“And we,” he said, “will know what to tell our people. That the caravan is broken, but not empty. That the city is hoarding, but the road is not entirely closed. That we are not the only ones making hard choices.”
He hesitated.
“And you’ll think about the root valley,” he added. “About names. Times. Who to talk to. If we send workers at thaw, we’ll want them to have at least one friendly face waiting.”
Marlen’s gaze softened.
“I’ll think,” he said. “There’s a woman there—master of their main fields. Name of Danra of Stoneside. Hard as the soil she works. Fairer than most. I’ll send word to her that the Crossroads might come calling when the snow melts.”
Perrin’s shoulders loosened a fraction, as if some part of her that had been clenched since Osric first mentioned the blight had finally found something solid to lean on.
“Thank you,” she said.
They stood.
As Ash straightened, his knee complained sharply. He hissed through his teeth.
Marlen saw.
“You sure you can make it back in twenty?” the caravan-master asked quietly.
“No,” Ash said. “But I intend to try. We have people counting on our boots.”
“Take a horse,” Marlen said, surprising them both. “One of the lighter ones. We won’t be moving fast at first. I can’t spare a beast to carry grain that’s just going to rot in a bin if nobody knows what’s coming.”
Ash blinked.
“We didn’t bring feed,” he protested. “And we’re already taking sacks out of the mouths of Highgate and New Fen. I won’t take a horse’s meals too.”
Marlen waved a hand.
“This one’s half useless for hauling,” he said. “Bad leg from a fall last spring. Strong enough to carry an old fool and a bird. Not strong enough to pull a cart up a hill. I’ve been trying to decide whether to keep him or sell him to a butcher. This seems like a better story.”
Perrin eyed Ash.
“You’ll argue and lose,” she said. “Take the gift.”
Ash hesitated another moment, then nodded.
“All right,” he said. “But if my backside is sorer than my knees by the time we get home, I’m blaming you.”
Marlen grinned.
“I’ll accept that curse,” he said.
They stepped back out into the cold.
The broken wagon sat in the grey light like a creature with its leg torn off, canvas fluttering slightly in the wind. The good wagon on the far side of the bridge looked small and inadequate against the wide, indifferent sweep of the landscape.
Perrin stood for a moment, looking between them.
“You know,” she said quietly, “if we were the kind of valley that thought only of ourselves, we’d have begged him to bring us everything and let Highgate and New Fen fend for themselves.”
“We’re not,” Ash said.
“I know,” she replied. “I’m glad. It just… underlines how much we’re not that, when there’s a wagon right there and we’re walking away from most of what’s in it.”
Kindle fluttered down from the tavern roof, landed briefly on the edge of the broken wagon’s bed, then hopped to Perrin’s shoulder.
It pecked at her hood as if to say, This is what you chose. Walk it.
She reached up and stroked a finger lightly along its back.
“The caravan’s broken,” she said. “But the road isn’t. Not yet.”
Ash adjusted his pack, feeling the weight of new knowledge settle alongside the cracked candle in its top pocket.
He thought of Hesta, listening to numbers. Of Osric, bent over his ledger, already making room in his sums for four fewer sacks and now, grudgingly, two more. Of Liora, deciding which parts of this to turn into story and which to leave as raw fact. Of Sera and Kalen and Tavi, climbing down to sit in a room that smelled of stew and worry and talk.
“We came for answers,” he said. “We found some. None of them are clean. All of them are better than guessing.”
Perrin snorted.
“You’re starting to sound like Liora,” she said.
“Saints forbid,” he replied.
They went to see the horse Marlen had offered—a sturdy, short-legged creature with a dull brown coat and intelligent eyes. Its left hind leg bore an old scar, but it stood square.
Ash rested a hand between its ears.
“Well, friend,” he said softly. “Looks like we’re both slightly past our best and still being asked to do more than is entirely reasonable.”
The horse snorted, breath puffing into his face, and leaned into his hand as if in agreement.
By the time the winter sun had started drooping toward the horizon, Ash and Perrin were ready to leave.
They said their goodbyes at the edge of the bridge.
“Tell Hesta,” Marlen said, “that I’ll bring what I can, when I can. Tell Osric not to throw himself into his mill wheel over four sacks. Tell Liora if she turns this into a story, she’d better not make me the villain. Or the hero. I’m not interested in either.”
“We’ll tell them,” Ash said.
“And Ash,” Marlen added, voice lower. “Tell your people… they’re not alone in this. Every valley I’ve been through is making choices like yours. Some worse. Some… not as brave. But none of them are feasting while you starve.”
Ash absorbed that, let it sit where it needed to.
“We’ll remember,” he said.
They turned their backs on Hallow Bridge and began the climb back toward home: Ash on the horse, Perrin on foot beside him, Kindle flitting ahead and back.
The broken wagon shrank behind them, a dark smudge against the snow.
Ash thought of the word “caravan” the way they used it at home: as if it were a solid thing, a guarantee. The caravan will come. The caravan will bring flour. The caravan will save us from our thin fields and thinner luck.
Seeing it splintered on the road, reduced to one hobbling wagon and a man doing his best with what he’d been handed, broke something else in him too.
Not hope. He wouldn’t call it that. Something more like unthinking trust in distant solutions.
The path, he thought, had just come closer.
Less “they will save us,” more “we will decide, with clearer eyes, how to live with what we have and what we can reach.”
He reached back into his pack and found Tavi’s candle by feel.
He didn’t light it—the wind was too sharp, the daylight not gone enough. He just held it in his gloved hand for a moment, fingers tracing the sealed crack.
“Broken caravan,” he murmured to himself. “Not broken path.”
Kindle swooped back and landed briefly on the horse’s mane, chattering as if offended at being left out of the accounting.
“All right, all right,” Ash said. “Broken caravan, crooked road, nosy bird, stubborn valley. Let’s see what we make of it.”
The horse plodded on. Perrin walked at its shoulder, face set.
Behind them, smoke drifted up from Hallow Bridge in a thin, persistent column: the last, visible proof that somewhere between city and Crossroads, someone was still trying to move food through a winter that didn’t much care whether they succeeded.